I definitely need to get better with blogging so I’m constantly writing.
I’m so nervous about what’s to come. Will the schedule hurt me and Matt or will it make use even stronger? If I have an extended work week, will my dog forget me or love me less? Will Matt’s scheming friends take advantage and try to drive us apart? What if Matt gets sick? Will he propose to me sooner because the absence made the heart grow fonder? So many worries. I can’t sleep because I’m stressed that I won’t be in shape enough or that I won’t be smart enough or that I’ll just fail in some way.
For anyone confused, after 3 months of being jobless and unable to find anything, I found a job at an airline that flies out of my hometown, rather than an airline that wants me to relocate to New Jersey or something. I’ve wanted to do the flight attendant thing for awhile now, and got invited to a couple interviews but those companies would have expected me to relocate which I don’t want to do without Matt. He is my everything, he’s my forever, and if I had to pass on a job that asked me to come interview 4 separate occasions and wait for a more local job, I’m willing to do that. Not to mention the job would have inevitably paired me with Matt’s friend who was extremely condescending at the start of our relationship and I can’t get over that especially when he said we moved too fast and got too serious when he dated a girl he met on an adult friend finder site and moved in with her within the first month. Plus he never apologized about those comments to me, just to Matt, and I’d hate working with him. Back to Matt and I, because this is my blog. I know he’s not thrilled about this job bc he’ll see me less, but he’s willing to deal with that because he’ll get to see me a hell of a lot more than any other major airline flight attendant would get.
I’m so scared to advertise the fact that I am all set to start training class for fear that I don’t pass plus I’m eternally pessimistic about myself. I haven’t even talked to my parents seriously about everything, that it’s next week and all the details.
My English Bulldog, Molly Hayes. Look at that modeling.
Ok, so now I’d kinda rather document my road from no activity to exercising on a regular basis. And eating better. And sharing badass recipes.
What am I reading? Pride and Prejudice and Zombies. Bam!
E3 is like Christmas. I swear before I die I will attend E3 and Comic Con. I’m gonna post my top E3 exciting things which will probably be the new Fable 3 game and Zelda
I always feel like a first post should be epic. It’s the last thing that people see, the earliest record of everything that is and will be seen. It’s a reflection of what will come to be with this blog and so on.
I have ADHD, so it’s hard to say this blog will only encompass one aspect, like comics or video games, and not discuss television shows or movies, or even some badass recipe I made (or followed). I curse sometimes, and don’t feel the need to censor myself because saying shit like “darn” and so on are just distracting. Plus, I’m not an idiot, anyone who would read this blog has probably cursed too, so I feel no need to say “f*%!@$” when I just meant “fuck”.
On the topic of keeping things semi-related, this blog will be about the things I’m passionate about, between my weekly pull list for comics, what video games I’m playing and which I’m saving up for, what episode of a tv show I need to discuss, what geeky project I’ve made/bought, WoW rants (if I go down that dark path again), and so on and so forth. This isn’t a blog to rant about my job/parents/boyfriend. So, yeah, here goes nothing.